Wrist in Peace

 -the day late 1995 my more magical ideas began

-I tried CUTTING my WRIST with a KNIFE

-like saying I drew a red LINE across my WRIST / REST

-like meaning I never have all or some of these

-real friends. Real family contact. A real spouse or partner. Real children contact. Me being a Christian. Maybe me working. And maybe the only was I am a super hero or music star is in space. Except work used by others too

-that time I CUT MY WRIST / CUT THE REST

-I was briefly knocked from side to side in my bed

-which was really strange. Maybe saying this

-that was the night of the start of magic ideas

-that first night then in the Psych Ward the Staff Member took my WATCH / WRIST

-like I might get help from or I am the WATCHER

-the next morning I got it back but the Staff didn't know why it was taken